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HALLO

2006-03-20T20:37:00.000-08:00

hallo everyone! im so happy today... caz u see the common test maths paper is just 2 hours away yesh! And im blogging here caz im just so happy... at peace with myself and the world u know :D:D:D. Its really relaxing thinking about the impending doom that befalls me sigh.. u all should try it one day.

(*if u cant sense the blood drooling sarcasm abv ... )

Well... to continue with this wonderful time i am having right now.. lets bring back some happy moments that i have gone through since i last blogged.

March 1st : AC Founders Day.
Happy and yet sad occasion; it would be the last time that i can officially wear my AC sch uniform without ppl saying that im a secondary school fanatic who just luvs my ac uniform and the sch and refuses to let go of my happy sec sch days. ( I am btw :P)

Photos:

okae i shall go and meet my doom now bb

Another THursdae

2006-02-22T17:44:00.000-08:00

Sigh... im stuck in the music room and trying hard to study...

Tom got chem test, physics lecture test, chem tutorial, Maths tutorial.... and i barely began doing any of those. Music essay is due next firdae and i havent started researching yet... music composition is due the following mondae... together with the practical examination and.. im stuggling as well. CTs are screaming for attention ... but i just cannot seem to find time for it... Well... i should publish a book on the difficulties of a RJ J2 student ... in which he has no life and is suffering from headaches and lack-of-sleep and the phobia of failing exams. BLEAH... i hate sch i wannna grow up very fast and start living off my parents.

Its quite sad... caz like the only things that i now enjoy in sch are actually PE and trainings... in which they can sometimes be fatal esp if the teacher pushes us too hard... on PE sessions are in particular meant to kill ppl as the nafa is upcoming... and RJ wants students to pass it... well im just glad that at least thats one less thing to worry about.

I HATE ORGANIC CHEM DAMMIT.. i dun understand a **** about it and then there are these new chem lectures... and there are what...alkenes alkanes arenes and whatever oxy and so many stupid stuff to remember... and physics... let me tell u ... i havent done a SINGLE tutorial this term.... the only thing i have been upkeeping is maths... although not really counted as i only do the tutorials i feel like doing... ( I SKIPPED POWER SERIES>... PLEASE>>> SO BORING )

So yea... this is my life... and im just sitting here infront of the MEP computer complaining abt it... im pissed.... sigh... i just hope that i can cope... with work and catch up with everything. IM wondering if i shoudl go and enjoy my double break later... or stay back in sch to mugggggg. Sigh...

work

2006-02-21T07:09:00.000-08:00

Im such a bad blogger... well heres another entry after like 2 weeks

School is getting horrid. Really horrid. I cant seem to keep on with the pace that tutorials are going and like undone tutorials are simply whizzing off and the next one just plonks itself conviently on my table and caz i didnt complete the previous one this one also dun really know how to do caz its related...etc etc. Mondaes Tuesdaes Thursdaes... i reach home at arnd 7 30 plus. 30 mins on dinner 40 mins on piano 10 mins on shower. Thus do abit of each tutorial... plus sleepy caz of sch and then go slp. On weekends... saturdae fulldae training sundae morning go church so left afternoon to do abit more work... im dying

But well... i guess im kinda glad that im having quite abit of fun at the same time... like going out with friends still... todae my music teacher was telling me 'social life comes 2nd... yur music homework first' ... bleahz

need to push im getting there. And i will get there

AusTRALIA

2006-02-08T04:40:00.000-08:00

Todae... could be considered like one of the happy days that i would like to remember. Its really memorable and like everything seemed to go well. But ... also yet this happy day has a sad side to it. I shall begin narating....

We shall skip the morning part... with the lessons and all ( which were rather laxed )... and go straight to the point. After sch... rushed down to orchard to meet my old friends in which the next time i would see them.. is probably sometime end of this year... or even the next. As if by coincidence... at bishan MRT station i met gerald... an old classmate of mine and we were quite good friends also in primary and sec sch. Well... he looked rather well so good lorh. And then on my way to orchard... right at the same cabin haha i met bridget and charlotte and we started laughing non-stop and we were both going orchard and we all pon band to meet old friends who were going away next week. Cool eh?

So then... at orchard we seperated ( AS IN NOT BROKE UP LARH )... okae fine we dispersed and went different ways. Or so it seems. Then i went popular to look for my old friend. Well... i was glad like he didnt change much... still as b4 but i guess he was rather uneasy initially... caz we havent met in like a year plus. Yea... but then we chatted off easily and things were going per normal. Walked abit first b4 proceeding to cini cafe cartel for lunch ( met bridget and charlotte X2) ...yea and then my 2nd old friend came.

Well... we really have not met in a long time yea... and somehow upon seeing them brought back memories of the old days in AC. And they were talking about life in melbroune and their UNI year 1 .. they seem so carefree and happy... no worries at all. And then the usual stuff... about NS deferment for one of them... and we just rambled on about anything. Yea.. it felt good. It felt like i was in AC again... and i could have a proper conversation u know ... as in a conversation where i could really laugh ( AND NOT FAKE IT ) and it just felt good. Somehow in rj i have to put on a smile sometimes... sometimes caz of jokes but most of the time to hide the stress inside me... and workload and everything... just try and smile it off. I smiled my true smile today.

Well... they are going off next week and im stuck in Singapore. I guess Singpore is not a BAD place. but this BAD is in terms of crime rates i guess. Then i should say Singapore is a SAFE place. Buts its really boring. Everyday... school then cca ( if got ) ... and go home must do homework. And again. And occasionally worry even more if got test... or SPA coming up and ultimately the A levels. Can someone tell me what to do in Singapore???!!?? its always : EAT WALK AROUND PLAY POOL PLAY LAN WATCH MOVIE. thats it. boringgggg.....

Anyway.. i digress. We talked alot. From 3 until like 7 talk and talk and talk. And erm... okae we wanted to take a photo.. but then got no camera... but erm there was a neoprint shop upstairs... SO WE WENT TO TAKE LARH... NOT GAY LARH NOT GAY LARH. It was really hilarious haha. Caz firstly we felt very very weird like 3 guys walking into the shop like that. So we got plan... i walk in first and change money and stand very near a girl so that preten pretend taking with her... and then i will distract the woman at the counter... and bother of them will run into the most ulu and corner machine in the shop.

Okae.. not bad plan quite good. Then number two... the stupid machine got LAG one ... so on the screen when they said like 3----2-----1---- there was like a 3 only... and then Lag... and then the camera suddenly flash. And also... we were inside... we felt so weird... that we didnt know what pose to do... so all our photos got the same positions and pose... and we look all the same. AS IF THAT WAS NOT BAD ENOUGH... caz the machine lag so much so we so stressed.... we forgot to change the backdrop of the photo... ( as in the curtain must manually change the colour one )... so all our photos were bright pink. BRIGHT PINK OKAE??!?! NOT GAY LARH NOT GAY LARH.... and then had to draw on the photos... the machine keep lagging so we draw and erase take super long... and we wrote quite lame stuff and all in the same colour. Im not going to take neoprint with guys for a very very long time.

AND THEN... we had to devise a plan to run out of the shop without letting people see... and i had to cut the photos into 3 parts as fast as possible and then run-out-of-the-shop-very-VERY-fast. Okae.. so i went out first to cut the photo... and then i saw them run out from the corner of my eye... and the worst thing happened;

(met bridget and charlotte X3)... while i was cutting.

''WHY ALL THE PHOTOS ALL PINK COLOUR??!!!''
''AYIOH... PEOPLE PRINT NEOPRINT NICE NICE ONE... YURS ALL LOOK THE SAME''
''AYIOHH.... DOMINIC... PLEASE LARH....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

so i tried to give a pathatic look. and they consoled me with

'' AYIAH... NOT BAD LARH... AT LEAST THE PINK LOOK LIKE U ALL WERE IN DISCO''

-_-''

well that was an exciting incident.... i shall miss both my good friends ..come back soon hor

dominic

5th

2006-02-03T05:43:00.000-08:00

Update!!!.....

Chinese New Year... this year was like any other go to visit relatives who i see only this time of the year and then they dissapparate and appear back the exact same time the next year. Its kinda sad actually... tradition is dying out and now its more of a chore, a have-to-go kinda thing. Whats more they say the same things every year and i mean EVERY YEAR.

The typical order of a chinese new year house visitation:

1. '' Wahh... so long never see u already hor??!!... wahhh your son grow up so big already ha??'' ( Some extreme cases where relatives either suffer from short term memory or just cant bother remembering you " Eh.... Is this your son??! '' )

2. '' EAT MORE EAT MORE... DONT SHY EAT EAT EAT "

3. U simply sit down and occupy yourself with TV, snacks, kicking your brother, and when yure really bored u can ; count the number of fingers u have on your hands... sometimes one is missing -_-'' , try to stuff yur mouth with as many pieces of pineapple tarts as possible without
chocking, try and make yur brother laugh when u con him into stuffing his mouth and SCREAM IN GLEE when his face turns red. okae thats really mean but u get the idea when yure bored during chinese new year visitations.

4. The best of course... the Ang Pao... which is supposed to be red.. but now it comes in all sorts of colours shapes and sizes. Its supposed to be filled with lots of money also but dunno why the money i receive is inversely proportional to thier age.

So my dear brethren this is chinese new year... so cool huh?

I stuffed myself until i feel sick on the tuesdae. Fever and sore throat wahhh but it was worth it next dae when i went sch i left early hehehe.

Xian bo... wednesdae run mondae timetable and thursdae ( my favorite day... ) run tuesdae timetable... i esp dont like mondays caz i end SO LATEEEE.

My whole body aches... due to training on tuesdae. Hope i can sail tom or the winds are light. Or when i hike out i will probably fall flat RIGHT INTO THE SEA.. and plummet head down and be too lazy to kick up. heh

I think im dying

2006-01-25T05:55:00.000-08:00

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS HAPPENING TO MY SKIN... ITS STARTING TO PEEL AND THERE ARE LIKE WHITE SPOTS ON MY ELBOWS... im starting to doubt whether i am human or monster... wait... that means MY PARENTS ARE MONSTERS TOO... or... they could be human and adopted me, caz my parents from outer space dropped me off in a space capsule long ago to allow me to escape... THAT SOUNDS LIKE SUPERMAN!!! YAYYY... I THINK IM SUPERMAN!

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seriously... my skin dunno whats wrong le ... looks disgusting i hope it heals soon/

i had somewhat a wake up call todae concerning my music... sigh im really neglecting it alot now caz too busy and also i cant really bring myself to play due to some factors. Im also trying to convince myself that taking physics and music was the right choice... caz my interests lies in music but econs as well... and i like bio but decided that i was too lazy to study for it so physics would be an easier alternative. I guess whats done is done... just have to work hard till A levels lorh.

Looking back at last year ( i know its alittle late to do a reflection but nevertheless ) i feel that i have advanced. In terms of maturity and responsibility and also alot of other factors... although im still pretty bad at some stuff like organising my things. Im glad that the sailing team is now closer untied than b4... yea its nice to talk to people in sailing ... not like last year initially... it was hard to talk to ppl. And i guess i have made more friends in RJ also... yea widen my circle of friends and adapted not too bad into the rafflesian ways. ( still not used to being called a rafflesian...hahah its acutally a tongue twister caz i bet u cant say it more than 10 times consecutively without fumbling )

Okae i need to shower now.. and then apply some lotion to my skin... havent decided what lotion though i hope it works... yea after all i am superman. :D:D:D

Okae

2006-01-22T16:53:00.000-08:00

hahah... okae im stoning in sch now... mondaes g0t my first period free i thought got alot of time but then the stupid bell just rang and now got chem lecture liao... so better keep this entry short and sweet :D

Well... shall talk abt the saturday sailing tryouts... whee went on quite well although at certain times was bored... and dman scared that the experianced sailors better than me when i assessed them out at sea... yeap. so that was saturdae... out at NSC but luckily the wind not too strong and i didnt capsize accidentally... WAHAHA... they dunno how sucky i am liao :P but all the RG sailors quite pro larh...

and then there was sundae... where i went shopping for my new year cloths and yea... i got to rush off now.. caz there are ppl lking at me blog and this is so..asdklghawirghoaierjhaerh okae bye bye

I luv thursdaes

2006-01-19T03:56:00.000-08:00

WHEEE THURSDAES ROCK haha... at least the first half of it rocks more.

lets see my thursdae timetable is as follows;
1st period civics ( slack )
2nd period FREE
3rd period GP
4th + 5th period FREE
6th period Chem lecture
7th period PE ( fun )
END SCH

ROCKS RIGHT hahaha... sori to those lit students who have like double lit during my breaks wahahaha....

but todae PE was super tiring we had to do 4 x 8 chin ups and its like hardly any rest time inbetween... phew needless to say, i died for training aft that... couldnt do anything at all hahaha was just walking around and trying to look as if im doing smthing. -_-' i dun like fridaes though.... thats why i mentioned earlier that i only like the first part of thursdae caz at night must do tutorials to prepare for fridae which includes like maths and chem and abit of physics./

well so far no one has tagged yet.. SO CAN SOMEONE PLS TAG AND DUN MAKE ME SEEM SO LOSER WITH NO FRIENDS CAN? oh yea... and for those who want me to link them,... just drop me a note on the tag board/ if u beg me i shall consider ...wheeeee

dominic

hhh

2006-01-18T03:24:00.000-08:00

To all who read my blog before :

Hey well i wanna say a huge thank you to all...yea as in seriously the encouragements that u all have given me directly and indirectly :D and its the start of a new year; i have decided to now recreate this blog.

In the past this blog was really sad.... yea it really helped me alot in terms of being able to just post all my emotions here there and then and reflect upon it. Every entry somehow would end up sad... or simply start off sad and end off sad. ( yea,... its sad sad and sad no thesaurus to replace 'sad' caz thats just the way it is ). Well there are really many things that i feel strongly about and im the type of person who would get easily hurt... although i wont show it but the facade of a brave front doesnt last long it burrows deep inside and hurts like mad. I am easily pleased as well. Well... just to say the blog which was once here is gone forever and all those sad times would remain a lingering memory left for me to scavage if i want to... reflecting on the past and those depressing moments just doesnt work for me... i feel myself further persuaded to let go and drown inside them. I must learn to forget and look ahead these sad moments shall be kept inside me... and waiting to disappear forever. I shall just feed on the happy times of my life... so few, so precious but yet waiting to happen.

I guess ultimately it depends on yurself... if u want to be happy u can be turn everything once sad into a happy thing but sometimes sad entries are inevitable as well but i shall try to keep their numbers minimal. Notice on my last blog i never linked anyone... even though they repeatedly tried to murder me and hack into my account to add them in -_-''.... the reason is simple; i do not want people to know this side of me. The side that viciously drags me down and the side that i dun often reveal to people around me. Welcome to my life.....

I shall try and update this blog as often as possible and share the good times and the bad as well... and not bitch too much and link people up yeaa well to one and all a happy new year 2006 and good luck for everything, God bless.

ps btw my blog is not really completed yet haha caz no time larh... got HW and more HW

dominic